Let's replace your ennui with shame
She had a bag. She could have put those papers in the bag. She could have used that hand then to hold onto the pole instead putting her head all over it.
Still… I’m compelled to wonder if she’s always like this or if something made her sad this day. Don’t get me wrong. I still have the rage of 10,000 burning suns.
Oh yeah, she was never going to invite you to come to dinner with her friends from work. She just puposely scheduled it on a day she knew you couldn’t make it. Ass.